Growing up is difficult because of the things you have to let go as you do. And since memory loss comes with old age, I started worrying. Cause my life right now, is what I want to be able to recall forever. The moments I spent with my friends, the amazing place I got the chance to visit, the happiness that I felt then. Those are things I can't imagine my life without. And it scares me to think that maybe one day I will have to. I used to say that I was not afraid of anything. I tried to find something for so long but I just couldn't. Now that I think of losing the moments I cared for and that brought a smile on my face, I realize that it scares me a little. I don't want to lose my memories. And I don't want people to forget about the time we spent together either. So I guess I can diagnose myself athazagoraphobic... but not extremely. Cause it doesn't matter that much that you can't remember everything right ? It is human nature. So,I know that all I can do is cherish the memories in my heart as well as in photo albums, through writing, scrapbooking. And care more about living a happy life and sharing special moments cause that's what matters the most I guess.